mainsqueeze's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - What I'm coming to realize a little more each day is that there is a special brand of meanness that only girls have and only girls detect, and there is a matching sort of insane selfishness, also, that only we possess. Okay, my boyfriend has this friend--a female friend--that I absolutely cannot stand. She is his ex. The last one before me, the one that shattered his heart into a zillion pieces back in late '06. And I. Do not. Like her. AT ALL. The actual reasons behind my intense dislike of this woman are many, and some of them are understandable and some are not. I found that--and this was completely coincidental-- she and I have a shared friend, and because of this tiny little link, I discovered a whole entire mess of lies she told Matt when she broke up with him. Reason number 1. He still believes all of these lies, by the way, as he is not a paranoid, skeptical lunatic like his girlfriend. I haven't told him what I found out, and I probably won't-- it would seriously mindfuck the poor boy, and he doesn't need that, so I keep quiet. She is incredibly unfriendly, but not so overtly that I can really say anything about it. More than that, she is doing the classic girl thing-- I talked to Crystal about it last night and she knew exactly what I meant. So this girl, she had Matt, and while she doesn't want him back, she doesn't like not being able to have him if she wants to. God, I understand that, I have done it myself a few times, but I can't just let it lie, it makes me FUCKING CRAZY sometimes. 8:00 p.m. - 2008-03-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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