mainsqueeze's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- life waiting When am I going to be finished with all of this? When will I be ready to go? When, when, when, can I stop and lie down for awhile? Sometimes I get so hateful and angry and sad that nothing can soothe me, nothing can ease the feelings of lonliness that fill me, and now is then, now is then. Everything inside of me is rotten or rotting. Everything inside me is dying to break out, but nothing can. I'm broken, and I will never be fixed. I'm broken, and nothing will ever be all right. Nothing will ever be alright. 3:50 a.m. - 2003-02-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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