mainsqueeze's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- she's so wonderful Oh boy, oh shit. I feel terrified at the moment. Happy and terrified, I like this boy and he likes me and these things always start out well enough but they end badly. They end with you opened up like a corpse on a cold slab, like a rosebud, like your heart not even on your sleeve but stapled directly onto your forehead or maybe being used as the beanbag for a game of hackey sack. Scary. He is handsomer than handsome. Oh goodness, goodness. My human alarm clock, I call him that now, because he has woken me up every morning for the past two weeks and I tell him it makes me wake up happier than the blaring screech of my alarm clock. I wake up happy. He wrote to me today, "How am I gonna survive eight days without you?" and it is premature and could possibly scare the living shit out of any girl on the face of the planet who isn't me. I've told you this before: I am a sucker for love. I am a sucker for touching and kissing and talking and sex (which is another entry unto itself, that one) and friendship. And at this moment I am a sucker for Matt. 2:41 a.m. - 2007-07-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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