mainsqueeze's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- La Cerveza Mas Fina As I type this, I am doing my absolute best to become completely, shit-faced drunk. No, I am not a party-slut, or a frat-whore, or an under-age alcoholic... I just want to be drunk. I love the feeling of being inhibited by nothing, of thinking everything is funny, or being able to say everything you cant say sober. I love the giggliness, and the horniness, and the unsteadiness. Maybe Im a pre-alcoholic, or something. Last time I got drunk, Matt A, Matt K, Zach, Adrian, Christina, and I were all at the lake, sitting around a bonfire. I remember feeling a surge of jealousy when Christina put her arm around Matt- MY Matt. I remember pulling him aside, and sloppily kissing his ear, saying how much better he was than her. I just downed 1/4 cup of vodka. Zach and I have no shot glasses, so I used our measuring cup. Strange, living in the city of sin and not owning even one shot glass. And I work at a bar, for chrissakes. 10:44 p.m. - 2002-03-10 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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