mainsqueeze's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Fluorescent Enemy Strange mood tonight. Im torn between wanting to save the world and wanting to destroy it. I dropped the kitten off at the Humane Society earlier today. I started bawling like a baby the second I walked out of the bulding. I know, I know, more than likely some wonderful family will adopt him and love him and treat him well, but I still feel a bit worried. It didnt help that Andrew told me that The Humane Society euthanizes any and all feral cats immediately. Hes not exactly feral, but he certainly hasnt been socialized very well. So now Im worried more. Ill have to call and bully them into letting him be adopted. Speaking of Andrew, I spoke with him ealier tonight. It was a strange conversation, because, well, like I said, I am in a strange mood. I want somebody, anybody, to tell me that I am beautiful and great and that they will love me forever. I think Andrew picked up on my desperation. How could he not? I, uh... yeah. Strange mood tonight. 2:21 a.m. - 2002-08-08 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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