mainsqueeze's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hallelujah I'm going to walk out to the street and scream "Hallelujah!" and I don't care who thinks I'm crazy and I don't care who thinks it's weird. Because we're all tied together, with slim, gorgeous wires, and everyone is beautiful, everyone is beautiful and free. And I think I'm almost in love, or maybe just incredibly infatuated, and even if it isn't real love, it's still real and I'm scared and trembling and ready to break into a thousand lovely, liquid droplets of light and sensation. Remember this: You only have so much time. Spent in right. Spend it laughing and smiling and crying and screaming and fucking and loving and creating and giving and taking and talking and sharing, and do it all with everything you have. Who cares what happens after it's done? Be alive. Grab every opportunity and squeeze it dry, and then move on, and don't dwell on the things you can't change or get back. And never be bored, never ever let ennui steal one tiny, golden moment from you. Because someday, you'll want that moment back so badly that you feel it, like a blow to the gut. And I love you all so much, all of you, the way you talk and the way you think and the way you smile and the way you love, whether you're hesitant or ready to dive in head-first. I love you I love you I love you. 8:22 p.m. - 2003-07-31 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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