mainsqueeze's Diaryland Diary

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LIGHT `ON` `IN` `THE `M`ORN`IN`G

````````````````````````````````````````````````````They pick them off, little black bodies. They do it for her family, so they don't see, so they get closure. Like the father, right, he believes that God has a plan, and the mother, she believes that someday her prince will come and sweep her off her feet and wash her sins away, off her daughters, their sins washed away, too--
So they pick off the bodies, the dark ``````````````````crystals forming in```````newly vacant spaces, sick and reeking, little black bodies that mean illness and rot, and they paint her up inpin`k `an`d ````````````red, `poppies ```````````````````````````````````````b```````````````looming in those white ````````````````````````````````c`heeks, ``````````````````````pretty `forever, `the `l`ittl`e `b`l`ack `b`odies `the `l`ittl`e `b`la`ck` `b`odies `````````````````````````an`d `my` `ghost `is `here `n`ow `to `ma`ke `me` `feel` `b`etter, ```````````the `on`e `that `al`ways `l`oves `me` ````````````````in` `his `un`iform` t`hey `said, `lone`l`y a`nd` `an`gry `an`d ``````````````he ````````````kn`ows `that `I `kn`ow `so ``he ```````````tries `har`d `to `ne`ver `sc`are `me````` `an`d ``````le`ts `the `wind` `b`l`ow `on` `m`e `when` `I `am` `l`on`el`y ````````````m`y `b`est frien`d ```````n`ot `even` r`eal` `n`ot `even` ab`le` `to `touc`h `me` `````````````````b```````````UT `I `B`EL`IEVE `AN`D `SO ``I A`M` `OKAY!!! `THE `LIQUID ``````SC`REAM`S `IN` `MY` `B`L`OOD.

4:37 a.m. - 2005-05-14

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