mainsqueeze's Diaryland Diary

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this weekend

The Ed has returned, at least for a week or so. He showed up at my casino on Monday night and I will admit that yes, I did do that girl-thing, the one where we run across the room and flap our hands and screech. I missed him. He hasn't changed nearly as much as I thought he had. He is still the same, same, same, but I am different so I am kind of struggling to find the old balance we had. We actually had an argument, a real one, for the first time last night over shitty diner food in San Francisco. It was stupid, all of it, but I will fight just as much over a principle as I would over an actual offense. Principles are important little critters. I did the same thing to Ed that I did to Matt, glorified him once he was gone so that once he returned, a let-down was inevitable. It isn't his fault.
Dan is out of town. I like that Dan can at least make a concession here and there rather than stubbornly stamp his feet and assist that he is right, he is right, dammit, dammit, DAMMIT! That quality is rarer than I thought.
Anyhow, Ed and I spent two lovely days in SF walking up and down the city streets for hours, looking at girls, boys, babies, homeless people sleeping on the sidewalks, and so on. I wish my city was a little more alive like that although I can do without having to step over dozing men and women while walking to the corner or smelling a heavy piss stench every block or so.

2:17 p.m. - 2007-03-16

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