mainsqueeze's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- on your sleeve I seem to collect a lot of clothing. I mean, geez, I like collecting other peoples' clothes, okay? Weird desire, I know, but they beat pictures as far as memories are concerned because they touched those things, they were part of them for awhile. Does that make sense? Before Ed left I managed to get my hands on an a-shirt of his and I still have it, still wear it and think of him, his body, the thing that holds him in. Dan let me keep a pair of his shorts and it's so silly, it really is, but when he is gone and no longer even a tiny bit mine I will be able to picture him wearing these shorts, naked from the waist up and fucking shining, absolutely shining gold. So I have a little piece. I have something that can be just mine. 4:40 a.m. - 2007-05-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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