mainsqueeze's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - I came home from work yesterday, and everything was fine. Crystal was with me, and we were giggling and holding hands and making plans for the day. I felt whole, full, and happy. And then I looked at the caller ID display window on my telephone, and I saw Matt's number. And I called him back. Crystal sat next to me with her hand on my knee while I spoke with him. Carrie had a girl, 7lbs, dark hair and dark eyes. He's still working at the same place, still meeting with Ozzy a few times a week to write songs. He misses me. He told me that he wrote a list of the top five most important friendships he's ever had, and that I was second on it. I asked him who was number one. "I lied," he said. "You were number one." And then my heart, my tough, calloused heart, broke a little bit. 9:34 p.m. - 2003-03-10 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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